Please know that you will always be too big to fit into any story.
Past, or future.  But also too big for any story you think might be happening NOW.

What you are experiencing will always be bigger than any words could contain.
Your existence cannot accurately be smalled down. 

What stories has your mind made up to try to understand part of the Whole Hugeness?  Be suspicious.  Better yet, put the stories aside for a moment and sense into the unknowable magic. The stories will dissolve, even if only their edges.

And there it is playing peekaboo … the True, Infinity of Being You.

What stories has your mind tried to cram you into as it grapples with your MAGNIFICENCE?!

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CB